Monday, August 6, 2007

Star Struck


August 4, 2007
We had our pictorial at Agfa before Ate Kiting leaves the country. WE will surely miss you te. I will miss our shopping. 
White.
Best Dress?
WACKY!
Kristine. Kathleen. Katrina. Kevin

Friday, August 3, 2007

The Love Story has Ended






I always thought this relationship will last forever. I thought he is the one for me, the guy I'll marry and grow old with. But I was wrong. He changed. His feelings changed. Everything has changed.

I love him but I need to let go. I know He don't love me anymore. I know he loves someone else. I know and I know we can't fix this relationship anymore. It's better to end this relationship this early than than to stay with this relationship and I know this relationship is going nowhere and the only choice you can do is to let him go. And you know what is the hardest part of letting go of someone you truly love? It is when you know inside of you, you still love him. That whatever he has done to you, you can still able to open your arms to him and accept him. But until when? Until when will I let him hurt me? I love him. I really really really love him. But I had enough. Our relationship is not working anymore.

Today is our 21st monthsary and I broke up with him. Crazy right? But at least I'm saving myself from further pain. At least I'm ending the relationship this soon than to wait for the day I can't let him go. I know its crazy breaking up with someone you never really wanted to let go at the first place. But if breaking up with someone that you love means no more pain or you will feel less pain, then maybe it's worth of letting go.  I believe there are things that are meant to end. That this relationship has to end. To my Mimao. I will always remember our good memories and I will never forget you. I love you. Goodbye.